DailyOJ 05-26-12, Part 1: Spontaneous Full-Body Kundalini Orgasms


So to fill in… As I wrote in the DailyOJ for 05-21-12, that was a KSMO day, and it was grande!  Today was also my only session this week (or since!).  My schedule has been totally weird, as you’ll soon read.

After a 2 month break from KSMO, I had returned to the 20-minute protocol about twice per week, trying to get in as many practices and my usual loud solo sex sessions as I could before I was no longer home by myself during the days.  (School would soon be out for summer, but with my daughter on a week-long trip, I had the house to myself 24/7!!)

Since beginning with stealth clit explorations, I have incorporated this soft clit touch into my regular practice…  To splendiferous effect!

So back to this week’s experiences…

Today, I began the 20-minute session.  A few sounds into it, I decided to use the soft clit touch for my caress — thinking it’s such a small, barely there touch, it’s okay because it’s not “stimulating” in the usual sense. Man, was I wrong!  After 2 soft flicks of my clit, I full body orgasmed during my session.  I didn’t mean to, honest!  Having an orgasm during the practice is not the intent of re-wiring.  (Orgasms are for actual solo/partner sex.)  These soft and slow methods seem to re-wire the body on a much deeper level than the superficial jerking/frigging off the genitals way most people learn to masturbate (and then bring into their partnered sex life).

But without warning or intention, I did orgasm.  I had a full-body O right then at the beginning of the session, all head-thrown-back, spine-arched, toes-curled, Kundalini style.  I finished the session (had about 18 minutes left), and then did my solo thang.  (Which was amazing.)

Since then — all week, I have experienced spontaneous O’s at all times of the day, evening, night.  I can think, “That was a great orgasm earlier,” and BOOM!  A full-body orgasm hits.  And often, I don’t even have to think that — it just happens.

The slightest brush of my nipples — I mean, not really touching, the barest of bare caresses with the tips of my fingertips — and I’m in kundalini O’s…. okay… I’m higher griping… but thank the gods I work from home.  These deskgasms are too good to pass up.

My body is so re-wired now that she is hyper-sensitive to even the air going across from the ceiling fan.  Orgasms spontaneously erupt.  I even started having these full-body O’s from the fan’s air current across my breasts.  I have been staying in bed till 1 and 2 in the afternoon enjoying this.  And I can keep it going for hours.  The feelings are indescribable.  (But I’ll try.)

The orgasms are like a rush of an energy wave through my body — not exactly starting in my feet or my genitals, it happens so fast and is so thorough, I practically feel it everywhere at once, but the waves keep hitting and expanding outward in all directions.  My lower abs have been going crazy during these orgasms — though my only ab work is during sex. 🙂  The puckering in my areolas is so strong, my nipples feel like they’re pulling my body up off the bed.  My body is contorted in all directions — no,this doesn’t hurt. 🙂  Feels incredible, actually.

As I’ve explained in other blog post(s), it’s not the same as orgasms that are hands-on the genitals — these are different, but oh, so powerful!  And talk about “less” stimulation needed — try practically NONE!  I am SO glad I threw my vibrator in the dumpster.  I would have never experienced any of this while my body was deadened to the media/porn culture’s lies about needing vibration for “better,” “stronger” orgasms.  Bullshit!  (I encourage every woman to put the vibe down, and go off the battery band wagon!)

What’s “disturbed” me in yet another “higher gripe” way is that when I enter my vagina to stimulate my prostate — which has all the bells and whistles of arousal going, I don’t stay there.  WHAT?!  I know!  ME?!  NOT playing in Prostate Town?

I’ve been going back to the 1 or 2 barely there clit strokes or letting the air on my breasts, and the O’s hit.  However many I want in succession.  And I feel satisfied.  I don’t need to go for an all-hands-on-deck sporting event.  (Though, those ARE fun!)  Feeling “satisfied” is not a feeling I have much experience with sexually or in life — I have always had yearnings of bigger, better things.  Feeling “satisfaction” is new and yet profound of many levels.

In talking with Jack, I asked him “Okay, so, what do I do now?”

Essentially, he said I was now an “Adept.”  (No, the title does not come with a gold watch.)  But I am now completely free to explore the energy and sensations as I choose — which is good because I kind of always did what I wanted to anyway.  I know — what a shock.

I was concerned because these O’s I’m having don’t have the hot/explosion that others describe — the Big Bang I experience happens very suddenly and very strong and is “blunt” not “sharp” as I associate the other Adepts’ big orgasms.  Mine are powerful, but it feels like I own the power.  Even as I am learning about my body’s orgasmic capabilities and even though I’m in the non-attachment mindset, I am in control.  It’s not like I’m at its mercy.  Which I think was my fear last Fall when my prostate awakened, and it was SO very powerful it kind of freaked me out.  Being totally willing to die in orgasm kinda resets your priorities — especially as a parent.

Jack suggested I just breathe and in-joy.  (He likes to re-interpret words we use every day so we see them in a new light… It’s pretty cool, actually.)  He also mentioned that I might allow more of the inner quiet to resonate — to see what I can learn from it.  I am so much better now about not letting the mind noise interfere.  I can tell it is making a difference to let my body lead the experience — like when I kept stopping stimulation during a solo session, and I have no idea why, but the results were astounding, so I’ve kept that bit in my “routine.”

* Read Part 2 here. *

Aroused and spontaneously combusting,

trish

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4 responses to “DailyOJ 05-26-12, Part 1: Spontaneous Full-Body Kundalini Orgasms

  1. something probably silly – since I rediscovered my body and sex (I’m 60+ and single again after 30 years) I noticed that my arms are shorter than usual. I cannot reach places that I see other women do online (deep reaching with fingers in vagina and certainly not ‘from behind’). If I were that way inclined I would also not be able to insert a finger in my rectum – just to give you an idea about my wingspan.

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    • Thank you so very much! This blog has become my #1 passion — after chocolate and orgasms. And it’s growing faster than I can keep up — especially with the AskTrish posts… but I’m trying! Feel free to leave a comment on any post that moves you.

      Take care!
      trish

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      • I have to say, you have your priorities in order if chocolate and orgasms are rated higher than blogging. Lol
        And I clearly will continue to comment, though I know you are busy and won’t expect a reply to each one. Thanks for writing!

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